Saturday, September 3, 2016

.la tahzan.

assalamualaikum,

i was on an emotional roller coaster yesterday.
and the day before that.
and a few days before that too haha.
you didn't know it
or care enough to ask why
even when you noticed i was not my usual self.

it's okay though.
i just sat quietly.
finishing my work,
minimizing my social interaction,
speaking only when spoken to.

no one at work knew what happened in the surau that morning.
(not that i want them to!)
no one noticed anything was amiss.
except that ever loving administration staff,
and another friendly one downstairs.
*thank you*

it's okay though.
i know how easy people judge
because i know
how easy my mood affects others.
and i'm sorry.
.
.
.
.
sometimes
the bottled up emotions...
days,
weeks,
months
of them...
just need to burst out,
you know?
of course you don't.
you've never been in my shoes.

it's okay though.
i can handle this.
i got Allah
and ejal
and my family
and friends who are in the same boat!

^___^

so,
together...
let's be more aware of our surrounding
and others' feelings.
it's called emotional intelligence.



p/s: next entry, freeloaders!
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thank you for reading!

5 comments:

muhammad muzaffar Johar said...

Thin persecutors
Your twisted whispers
A horned reptile that is crawled upon the earth

I went for my usual walk
Just tell it like it is
Tell it like it was
Judge and jury, executioner
Judge and jury, executioner
Judge and jury

Judge Jury Executioner - Atom For Peace
Taken from the album "AMOK" 2013

Yati said...

Love u, adik

atuk_amn said...

one day you will become a boss. a grumpy boss is not a good & likable boss. has to learn to handle that situation although its not easy..

syitah said...

muz: tolong terang sat yang tersirat lagu nih. berat sgt aih..

mak: love you too :*

abah: bapa borek, anak rintik hehehe. okay inshaAllah...

atuk_amn said...

😬😬😬

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