went
through something weird this morning.
slept early
as always but woke up feeling sad.
dejected.
heavy.
every few
minutes,
had to
concentrate on inhaling and exhaling.
don’t know
exactly why.
drove to
work, still feeling the same.
then came
the dreadful feeling of having to deal with people at work.
gotta fake the
smile again today.
inhale,
exhale.
what’s
wrong?
the situation above
happened in the early morning of tuesday, 3rd of march 2020.
therefore, i know it’s
not monday blues.
it persisted until later that night.
however, i woke up the
next day feeling fine.
similar emotional roller coaster had happened before
but
usually i just dismiss it and set my mind on the tasks at hand.
it will
eventually fade away into nothingness
as i keep myself busy with work.
customarily,
i would read more to understand better what i can’t put my finger on.
here is a
list of links if you care to read.
finished reading through all that?
maybe skim them a bit?
PCOS patients,
did you go through this too?
how did you cope with it?
i’m not suicidal though,
don’t worry.
just curious...
and tired whenever it occurs.
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thank you for reading!
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